im sure so many people have to ask this question to so many things that happen during their day. but yet, i have one big one. why is it that every time i seem to get a little further thru into seeing the light, something comes to close it out of my sight. its a never ending tunnel that i quite clearly dont understand. i dont know if this is a fluke or something that may turn out in the end. lets hope when people say everything happens for a reason that it will happen. soon.