so i was going thru old stuff and found this poem that i wrote in 9th grade. wow. lol
My soul bleeds for love. The love wanted from other people who dont share it Just turns everything into a black sky. Without love Suicide is near, The want for death to come to end this Feeling of nothing
But theres a battle within that makes me smile The music that brings happiness to me The feeling of everlasting joy Then the dark black sky turns into a clear sky With rainbows overlooking a bright day
And who will win? There will be no winner to this battle The struggles we face everyday teach us To become a better person To turn things around to a happier moment There is a balance needed between good and bad To form a true life.
i realize that i am leaving to go back home in exactly one month. im quite excited. yet i know im going to miss all my friends here at mason. ahh. its kinna crazy to think that my first year of college is almost over, i feel like i just got here, but then again ive been through alot this whole first year…i love it.
last night i played in agnes’ recital, she did fantastic! i love her!
this week is going to go by really slow..so much to do!!! honors recital auditions coming up on friday, i hope i do well! i really want to play in this…my strauss is really coming along. hopfully everything works out.
theres alot going on in my life right now…sometimes i get really anxious about what is going to happen and dunno really what to do. i think its hard to keep a focused mind on things when theres soo much happening. who knows.
hmm well pretty random post while im just sitting here in the back of english class contemplating about life and everything. good thing is, its spring and the weather is starting to look really nice!!